Wednesday, December 10, 2008
~ 08:04 ~
i dun like who i am now. seems to be doing fine but it seems not fine either. i dunnoe what i am trying to say. i just fall inside le. just that it's not deep as it is. the majority says>just make things clear before it's too late.>before things hurt more than now...>i say perhaps i need time to ensure i am safe. take my time. but time is precious. and i do not want to waste it.
is it that only when i try my best to ignore then things will be different. that it will be you who begins..i do not like it to happen this way. neither that way. yes! we need space. arent i giving more than enough space? i didnt?
can i be grant by a chance or should i say another chance. please. i do not know why i m pleasing. but please.i need a chance than myself struggling to please. not to be pleased but is to please.this phrase has never appear in me. i am tired of thinking of how to earn the trust. take it as i am lazy.manytimes.there are more kinds of relationship than LOVE.
Regards Love..