Tuesday, June 01, 2010
~ 08:55 ~
wow wow wow!! been weeks though since the last post! waha!
1 what's love? what exactly is love to you?
she said: be fortunate to have one who love you more
i said: be with the one that you are happy with
he said: good, i agreed
well. it's complicated. but by simplifying it, it's just nonsense. be who you are.
true enough. you can enjoy and urge for freedom now. however, when it is time to settle down, what's your selection. or is there an alternative?
you are afraid that others know who you actually are. what to do. that's you. so what people around claimed that you changed. the world is changing and moving every moment. it's the matter of moving forward or falling back. what directions are you heading?
i enjoy myself recently. lots of fun, laughter. that split moment, i realized i have not been quarrelling with anyone. wahaha. good!!! well done ong zhi ling!
after those conversations, i believe we see each other clearer. we did not mention many curcial words! i supposed. yet, i know you know we know!
i love you, you, you and you.
blessed! muacky!=)
lovely and cheers
ong zhi ling
02 06 2010
00 07
Regards Love..
Monday, March 15, 2010
~ 08:18 ~
Happy Bithday to ME!
unsure when's my last blogging..wahhaa..well..blogging doesn't seem to be that trendy now!! wahaha...so! who's blogging now?!
I am 21!!! Celebrated 21st for jeng and now me!!!! soon will be Anna>Xinlin>zalina>Shuyun!!! Love yax dearies!!!!
To BeBe:
Thank you for all that you've done for me. It's appreciated! (same to all pals!) I enjoy the time spent. And those bubbles!!! MuaWahahahahaha!!!
I know upset situations always occur between us! However, it did not/ never affect our LOVE at all! 3 more days - to our anniversary!! wahah. we'd never celebrate any anniversary regardless months/ days. so are we celebrating this time round? Or another 10 years? wahaha.....
Bebe-We are not the best. But we are the best for each other!! muawahaa.....
I am smart in the beginning!!! I am stupid NOW! wahaha..how how how. I also think that I am getting more gutless..
i no longer afraid of those insect thingy!!!!!!!!!! but i am so protected on politics, ill treated by others etc.... too protected that i am not sure how exactly to protect myself. been injuring(physically and mentally) myself so much recently..
Bebe-thank you for all this protection. (thanks for all pals as well)
But if one day i am lost within myself. how am i suppose to survive. relationship and all others SHIPS are so scary. They can be firm outside by fragile inside. Being together and losing each other is simply simple. Bebe - We aren't that fragile are we!!! support me please=]=]=]
I love you
Best Regards
MISS ONG!!!!
once again - happy birthday to ME!!
Regards Love..
Monday, September 28, 2009
~ 08:20 ~
在图书馆，也许真是一见钟情。当时的我们， 一定没有想到会变成现在这样。
刚开始，三天一小吵，四天一大吵。我们不是也这么地走过去。
那一瞬间的后悔，现在都已经消失了。
依然活在自己的世界。唯一和其他人不同的是，醒来后，你并没有消失。
没有离开的你，接受了我的过去。愿意和我一块面对往后的每一天。
常常想放弃的我，最后还是紧紧地贴着你。
害怕有一天会因为他人的反对，你走了。
反对我的过去，反对我的心，我的人和我的眼泪。
现在，谁都不可以放手。 因为我们的手已和心一样，被一条管子连系着。
谢谢你。
Regards Love..
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
~ 08:15 ~
Rambutans, you see them with that unfriendly outer shell. Perhaps they do not want to look this way but they do not have a choice. Unlike us, if we do not like our look, there are still surgeries that can help us to be who we want to be. “Never judge a person by his looks” Are you such a person? Whenever you judge a person, there are many out there that are judging you as well. Rambutans, even though the unfriendly outer shell, they are actually sweet and nice inside them. How a person looks like does not determine how kind the person is. An ugly man has the right to own a kind heart. A handsome guy can turn himself to evil. While chewing the flesh of Rambutans, you will taste the semi-hard shell around the seed. That is also alike to us. Regardless how close are we with our family and friends, there may be something deep inside us that we choose to remain silent. It is something which we choose to share only to ourselves.
Written By
Ong Zhi Ling Serene
CopyRight!!!
Dated 22nd September 2009
Regards Love..
Saturday, May 09, 2009
~ 08:42 ~
宝贝!!
Manytimes, there is no need for us to say thingys out loud. We both know it well exactly within us. Regardless of, I will be happy..nono..bliss"ed"!!wahaha. With lotss lotss of love , care and concern.
all my friends out there. please dun yell at me on being biased once again?! wahaha.
Being with you, i am not just fortunate, but I am simply in my bestest luck! Out of nowhere, we met each other. We always wonder why, but didnt we agree that it's just fate!haha.
I do not need to prove anything to you. Nonetheless, you can feel it, don't you?! wahaha. Ong Zhi Ling Serene Said to Goh Yan Jun Bryan: You may not be the best of all, you are just the best for me. No vow No swearing of any. Just some sentances to calm you and me. BeBe. I love you.
How bad the past was, it had past. waha. you will be the one who walk me through my life for the upcoming days, so you have to ensure you are in good shape yax! muackx=]=].
Best Regards and Loves
"Ong Goh BeBe"
>_<"
Regards Love..
Thursday, May 07, 2009
~ 07:11 ~
he will be back tomorrow. wahaha.. cheers and loves
so irritating
so confusing
dun give you a inch you want a yard
nah beh
irritating lah
is not scare is respect
stupid
dumb
crazy
must take care of yourself hor
i miss you
like that only??
i love you
byebye!!
like that only??
muackx!!=]=]
and to sujeng xinlin shu yun anna zalina..awaiting for our next gathering..remember yax. once every two weeks like that. wahaha.. and hor..we come up with a sixth's fund!!wahha..every month each 20 dollar for instance. we'll discuss this further!! cheerss..
to zalina: must take good care of yourself. follow your heart. you have us!!=]=]
wahaha..cheers and miss yaz all my dearies.. all dearies not forgotten!!misses too!
Regards Love..
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
~ 09:12 ~
this friday will be the day. wahaha. better take care of yourself yax. anything must consult your friend. inside got inside de rules de. must follow. cannot everythingy also LL or what...understand??!! roger??!!wahha..whatever. what need must buy. dun people say what you do why. do the right thingy. later kana then weekends burn le!!noted not!!!dotxx.wahaha. eat well sleep will. allow weekends to rest well and to motivate you to work hard!wahaha..dun miss me so much yax. will update you on whatever thingy that maybe happened to and/ or on me!!=]=]
dearies. must love me more and more. whahaha.can have dinner or lunch or any meal together during weekends or at times weekdays!!woo..lalalalala....wahha..
jeng. lin. me. ah jun.
i try my best not to eat other people throw the biscuits...or jam ah...bread...anythingy. wahaha..=]=] and i try my very de best not throw food to other...must remind and control me yax..wahaha
well. on the other hand. wahah..ah jun de friend. wahah..you all can ask me out! whaha...dotxx. oh my god. dumb woman!!!!!=]=]
enjoy life to whoever i have see before.
cheers
Regards Love..
Sunday, April 05, 2009
~ 09:41 ~
there are still so many things to learn, particularly for me, in relationship and whatever ship thing... and work work work thingy..waha..well..to think, i am only 20 years de old! whaha..so please guide me through my dearie. i may have change a lot since dunnoe when. forgive whatever that i have done wrong! love yax dearies.
those old old people out there....see it... come queue and guide me!!!whaha
my dearieS...
to zalina: you free this week OR next week for steamboating??whaha
to xinlin: how about you?!
to shu yun: baby... you leh?? reply me okax!!??
to anna: i know you are seldom here..so i will personally call you or mgs you!!whaha!
to sujeng: please be patient!! whaha...will get back to you soon!!
and more... please note for the above 5 lady!!waha...
inform me what are you more concern about when steamboating??
the variety of food( btw, steamboat do have many food to choose many times**)
the monetary matters? price range?? budgeting? let me know!!
the people who go!!whaha though i know you all misses each other a lotx!!!
lastly...level of appreciating the planner's plans >>ong zhi ling serene!!
whaha..
MR. BRYAN GOH...PEASE KINDLY DO NOT COMPLAIN I BLOG SO LONG. I AM COMMUNICATING TO MY FRIENDS...A BUDGET CHANNEL OF COMMUNICATING!!
HEREBY apologise of my super bad de attitude. saying sorry and i will grow up with you!! and my friends!!!!
love and regards
DaMeiNue Co.
Singapore!!
Regards Love..
Saturday, March 21, 2009
~ 08:44 ~
let's review the pictures of Ms. Ong and her Friends...before tomorrow!!waha..
Regards Love..
~ 08:42 ~
waht will you do when you are confuse??
wahaha...
i am who i am....you are who you are..
wahaha..
misses jeng! Lin! yun! zalina! Anna! mucky!!
all the best too MKo6o2!!wahaha.
Regards Love..
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
~ 11:32 ~
1stly, thanks Ms. Anna!! having "dinnar" (w) me!! love yax!!!whahaa
2ndly, thanks boss for your PRECIOUS time!!!whaha..
To BOSS: dun try so hard to be strong yax...so what a man...can be weak at times...i will forgive you..no worries..meanwhile...dun think so much..everytime say okax. fine. very good...dumb lah...who will always and eveyday good de...i very smart de okax!!! since you dun like hypocrites..backstabbers..liars..bitches..bastards...i shall put a curse okax...whoever of the above must be 1 000 000 000m away from BOSS, now and always!=]=]
AND, but hor...at times..must have 1 or 2 those not very nice people in life to let you experience yax... if too much then tell me..i smash them for BOSS.whaha...=]=] cheers yax...
P.S must inside and outside, both happy...or else i will smash you first....=]=]
muackx to everyone out there..enjoy life..
Ms. SJ Tan, Ms. XL Tok, Ms. SH Chen, Ms. SY Than, Ms. zalina!! muackx!!whaha..cyax soon
Regards Love..
Thursday, March 05, 2009
~ 08:12 ~
LOST HEART
My friend said that she feels that I lost my heart... am i really not the person that everyone sees me as..? am i not?
i am at times confuse as well...perhaps.It's not lost heart. i lost my soul. since 6 years ago. i lost my soul. only yesterday i realised that i've been living without my in'self. thanks for reminding
lend me your shoulder...make me cry please.i have been very happy before...until last christmas.i felt so far away from you...never before. you make me never love a person seriously..i have been hurting others. you make me hurt others and you hurt me as well....do you know that...will you feel the pain if i am pain??
be it that there's someone inside you all the while. be it that i never ever so close to you all the while....just to let you know...i will treat you as my everest good friend like never before. so please treasure yax..i will not miss you. i will not cry for you. i will not want you so much, never again. thanks.
because of you, i have no courage to love others...i always face those that loves me with mask. not me at all.. even though i know that's not myself, i dun think i've did anything wrong. but to think about it, aren't this unfair to me... you have been hurting my and taking me along with you without yourself to notice. not WHY. not WHY NOT. but NOT AGAIN. i'm going to find what that belongs to me in you. so...thanks for being my friend...and sincerely hope you never will appear here as something upset, or anything like that again.
i wonder i will regret saying all this words..but still..take care yax..
well......turning 20 years old!! wahha....miss yax all my friends...
all the best for you...
and as for my dearies...love yax....meet up soon!!muackx..still happy ever after.
Regards Love..
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
~ 09:54 ~
Regards Love..
Friday, February 13, 2009
~ 12:24 ~
today! we celebrated jeng's birthday in advanced!!!wahhaa. these people went ka-la-o-K!!
my singing's are even worse now!! whaha... THE NINTH. DAY..=]...
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is age really a problem for a relationship? a different of 10 to 20? what's more matters in a relationship? is the true love that occurs in the beginning..or the needs that required in the end..? what will happen when two person's topics are mainly children, money, works...is it still love like love for children, love fore works...or concerns..
are you able to accept woman 20 younger than you? whaha
what am i doing.? crazy? haiyo.. anyone who read this..please ignore than questionings. thanks..whaha...woman at this age having their "hua chi" state of mind. whaha. in the middle of the night...woohoo...miss yax...
can you hold my hands
wash my lips
feel my beats
hug me
love me
forever'
how long is our forever? or yours?
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perhaps..you are totally out of the list. the list of why i hold you back for so long. the missing is no longer here. the urge and wants are never so touchless. you ran away? or i let you off? well.it doesnt matters...you said that's one you have inside you 'now'...go for it then..i am as an annoyance yax. whaha. no worries. i am fine not belong to you. as i am happily leading my life now. regardless how happy or sorrows..i have myself there for me. i know. and you have "her". take care!
Once Loving You
Ong'Rene
Regards Love..
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
~ 22:20 ~
you left nothing..not even a picture....i accepted your reason for everything...i will not ask for chances...i will live even happily like never before....but it's still something that is worth to remember....once i met you.
whether you feel the same. it doesn't matter anymore. we're moving towards opposite directions, from now on, nothing connected, nothing attracts...hope for the bes in yours..as mine will be good..
ending on one story and here, then anoter story started....should it be said as story or this time round it's different....either dun come near me..or if you want to be close...stay here and always. stop moving around...stop turning around..of our life will simple that confusing.
i never leave my tears on any those man...you. mak things change. perhaps i am no long the me i ever know...what i came across today..i know the past have die. do i really take things that easy! i can happily get into somebody's life that simple..and mine: my life...remains ad dirty and unclear....
you will see many things..but they are so near yet so far...please close with and to me. can we don't walk what others been before. please. of just make it clear that this just aren't part of the story.give me my life..no one need to save me..i can save myself from the cliff from that well...
the dark ones will always be there....they are fixed...pain inside that you cant even feel.dun force me please.no remover for it. AM I REALLY TO THE EXTEND TO SAY ALL THIS? WHOEVER WHO READ THIS PLEASE-TAKE IT AS I AM JUST FEELING DOWN AND NOTHING MUCH.
Regards Love..
