Wednesday, October 29, 2008
~ 10:11 ~
- Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
>i've not found this glass..the shape and size are still blurish...i promised to be very careful with it...only you and me that belonged to...no other souls...only us.
- Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.
> i thought i might have seen you somewhere...i'm confused. someone who are already forgotten long ago...someone i love..he's lost..in the mist of nowhere..
- Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
> i am alive after once dead...but the problem follows...regardless...it haunts...like never before...
- Tears are often the telescope by which men see far into heaven.
> we have none of those many connections....maybe one that cannot be seen or touch...as i can feel them...at times..
- I had rather have a fool make me merry, than experience make me sad.
> well, you make me learnt...i see joy and glow in the experiences..do you...not.
Regards Love..
Monday, October 27, 2008
~ 09:02 ~
hahhaa...today my day is doing fine...jus a little little trouble thing that i can comment on..hahaa...maybe talk about other day than today..haha...on saturday..4E2 had a class gathering...haha..wonder hows the attendance.hahaa..think it must be better than my planning..haha..."a class of 4" dotxx...
wonder everyone change..haha...lots or little..hahaa..i miss everyone...i thought i have let go everything of you...but i didnt..not at all i realise...or being very selfish and greedy..when i need somebody,,you come to mind, never failed...ha.thats very funny and amusing isnt it..haha..he is not good..and you are not the one anymore...haha..free..i am release once again by you..or perhaps myself.ha
nobody knows.ha."we are of a kind, arent we?".always contradicting ourselves..taking things too serious or not serious at all...ha..whenever i want an answer...i always have...or is that my illusion..i am a liar to myself..am i..telling others to be strong..must be strong..can myself do that...positive positive...i have been very positive whenever the matter to deal with is you...but i will still cry in fear...dreaming the unrealistic ones...when dream is unrealistic itself..
you saved me from many disasters....you were took to me as someone who protected me in secret.ha.by messages..you saved me...every time...sounds ridiculous yax.hahah...cheers
i am irritated by:-(haha)
problems usually comes from these people...why....they are just like me...stay here grow up here...why being so nasty...
thinking that you are the queen and king...your country has a high standard of living..so what..you might be earning what others don't earn...this doesnt means you can abuse your right here and anyhow...what you think you people are...
"RESPECT PEOPLE BEFORE YOU WANT TO BE RESPECTED"
Regards Love..
Friday, October 24, 2008
~ 09:21 ~
i wonder why...i wonder how....why can a person nag sooooo long....oh my god.....
shut up!!!! dotxx....
but my quota very high.....dotxx
Regards Love..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
~ 09:33 ~
feeling something different... went sentosa today with two dearieS!!haha...so fun and so happy..
things are doing good and fine, so far so best!!
today go is bacon, now is cha sui!! haha....ang ang gong gong!! redred and red!!
wahaha...already start planning on outing(s) next year..wahhaa...
- countdown for new year(2008-2009) will be held at Ongzhiling's house! any changes will be informed to you, so no worries....haha...
- chalet- planner(ms sabrina tan!) if 6 pax: food-2, booking and cleaning-2, program and shit job-2 !! if 4 pax: booking and cleaning-1, program and shit job-1, food-2!!
- cruise any interested??? hahhaa....holiday of 2009!!!
regards and cheers..goodnight..
miss smart!!!
Regards Love..
Friday, October 17, 2008
~ 11:26 ~
wahaaa...hi everyone...and all dearies....miss you all much and always....
to her: i believed that you've grow up after so many things had happened. you learnt and grow up....since that day...you not only have me....you have US. you lost one trouble....but you gained five troubles...us!!! worth transactions man!!! love love..
to her: times are bad to you perhaps...but be strong...i know you must be in great pain now...i do not know how can i do to help...i dun know...i just want you to be as before..smile...anything must come to me okax...thanks and love yax...
to him: everything will be fine after times.....your love ones will reunion soon...no worries...sometimes, you let go something, you gain something too... miss yax...
i want all you to be good...i miss you especially....never anyone like you!!! never....you are the one and only...just like those who i love and love me..... cheers everyone...blessed!!
things are doing fine on my side...i am very clear that i am selfish...one day, you will regret...
cheers and regards
ong love rene...
Regards Love..
Thursday, October 09, 2008
~ 22:28 ~
i have nothing much to comment on....you can make your own decisions...but when you are down or you failed...i will still be there for you....whether how wrongs you are....to me or to anyone...i will still forgive you...i will...
i cannot promise many things to many people...but to you....i will be there...now and always....there's two or threes that say we might not be always...forever....but i know..i desire to stay by you....you have to be strong okax...
remember...regardless of what..you have us....all of us...
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he said he loves me...will...loves and like is different...i supposed they are....ha...i know that he is a nice guy...in the beginning..it is my wrongs...though i didn't lie...but..i am wrong...i sincerely apologise to you...
my words are never not harsh when i attitude...that's way i never want to show them to my friends....i am too sarcastic....you know...you experience my harshness before....i dun wish to hurt you...please give up...
your like and love confused me....but....still...there are better ones out there..many many...
cheerss
Regards Love..
Monday, October 06, 2008
~ 17:28 ~
Yesterday,i been through two incident. the first one, i am there but yet i did not do anything. the second, i want to do something but i cannot....just within split seconds, cars braked immediately. if they did not, the little girl will definitely be knocked down...many by the traffic light wanted to go help...just as me too...but it was the colour for the car to go...there are cars which drive in great speed...
the girl was really lucky...she dash diagonally through the intersection...right beside me...i was too naive that i think her parents was behind her...i should have grab her at once...not her facing all coming cars....all cars avoided her...either they stopped...of they cant see her...guess drivers who passed her were shock too....
hope she is doing fine...blessed her...
well..talking about my day...these days nothing much though....been working and going for tuition...one of my student is having her PSLE...so i am going crazy when she's not...not stress...not frighten....hope that's not bad though....when she's taking her mathematics...i could not sleep leh..haha...dunnoe why also...weirdo...
misses all my dearies le....hello helooo....i want to see you all....
lovelove
Regards Love..
