Trapped In LOVE.**

Monday, July 30, 2007

~ 03:27 ~

confusing the feelingx with truth.....wrongx??right??..how will the world be if feelingx always turn to be truth....??!!...wordeful yax....wat will happen then??? everyday...with many many different question....doubtx doubtx doubtx....

how great will it be if one day..my dreamx are dreamt when i am not sleeping....you noe....thingyx happening without signx....so scary....

they said i should knoe the answer...should i or should i not....dotx....it doesnt dependx on me alone...you noe....dreams will always be dreamx.....miracles???unless.....dotx..hahax

she told me that she willing to do anythingy for him....she really have no regretx...if that the case...why grumble...why complain...why why why.....she said tat doesnt matter if he have or doesnt have any committment to the relationship....she don't care at all as long as she love him....if it is really like tat....why cry...why upset....why???...

sometimes you jus didnt know wat you want...silly gal....you will hurt yourself any one day....it is great that one can always sees thingyx in a more beautiful way than others...but how sure can you be tat these are real...

you thought that will be good enough for you...you think tat you are satisfy with wat you have and wat you feel now....NOW???u sure you feeling good....really sure about your own feelingx....jus an dummy outsider....i seriously think tat.....you have did too much...more than wat you should do....doing more doesnt mean you love more....it's jus a way you want to show you love....

true love doesnt mean like tat...u do understand...but jus couldnt help it....tat life then....even an outsider sees and claims your effort....why doesnt he????dotx.....

Regards Love..

Saturday, July 28, 2007

~ 21:10 ~

haven been quite an interesting day....it's anna de- birthday...and amanda's too....happi birthday to you 2!!..heex....the bbq....oppxi....hahax....real dummy thiny happening....manage to set up tent within 15 minutex....compared to the previous time...they set up for more than half an hour...haahax.....laughing non-stop....but the thingy were really dammmn dammn heavy....dotx dotx dotx.....haiyo....handx real pain not....put my nerves loh....la dao jing...hahax...so dotx..........

miss zalina commentx on my dear blog....she always dunnoe wat toking me....i have no language???no sentence???haahx...wth...haiyo..though she not the first to comment...but...still....rahhhh....so irritating...-_-"dotx...

learnt and heard many thingyx on different relationship...will share soon...next time lah...heex....not share lah...but..hmm....to noe loh....wat tat make sense to me....=]=]

in the tent..hmm....with....XXXXX..

happi birthday anna....we didi it for you man...love yax...

this pic yax...have another one more sedusive..ahahx...oppxi...will kill me man...

we are in the tent....together...missing too much..

hmm...kisses...kisses..hmm....

smile...we cheers....love you gal...anna and palx...muackx yax...

the fire was set up on 5pm....till 8pm...the fire still not set up...wat a failure....we uses more than 2 box of fire starter for this bbq...sooo dotx....that explainx why woman needs man....man are bored with such skill....without doubtx???hmm...i dunnnoe...heeex..

fan..fan...fan...haahahx.....i was fanning to...but all fanning...who take photo???hahax....so i not in here...heex..

the right area of the table....hmm.....

the peeled corn....nono...is....corn skin after peeled...dumb...

national day preview....the helicopter flew passed....and photo was shotted...when the one with e big singapore flag....everyone ran after it...so dotx...funny scene....i am not one who run...i only shouted...hahax...dotx..

again...oppx...i said no "AGAIN" in life...heex..pspsps

happi birthday..this cake waited the birthday gal since 3:30pm to ard 9pm...dotx....miss anna realy very li hai to mo....s-o-s-l-o-w..haahx....

nica na d swet corn....really....full of honey....

to prove tat we have been there....we were near the seafood centre....okax..haahx...

okax...done..more pic will be up soon...maybe???hahax...

i finally knoe why miss fanny said thank you for my advice....my blog..oh man....the thingyx i said have sense loh..do have logic and make real real sense....dun mentionx...heex.....

tkx all..love yax....quite a long one today....hmm...

and....i having confusion...and....i am enjoying life....you do yax....stay happi all times...regardless of watever kinda of thingyx....problems are not problems at all if we dun think they are...okax....enjoy!!muackx...=]=]

Regards Love..

Friday, July 27, 2007

~ 06:06 ~

i said it..i really do....oppxi..heex...

dun really feel anythingy....fren said tat it's a good sign....feeling a sense of relievex....than disappointment....it's really a sense of relieve...will i feel ps when i see him in future...nopy...hmm...

some said that i really a different person now compared to the past...indeed i am....i noe too...cox of my attachment..the pple around me....but i will says it was a good changed....hmm..heex...

since how many years...i said somethingy like tat again....haiyo..hahax...dotxi....=]=]

will sayx so annoying....so irritating....so stupid....so dumb....so idiot....but..still.....no regretx for my action....jus expressing myself....u noe....heex....sometimes...i dun even know if all thingy are real de..hahax....but..they are loh....see....asking and saying dummy thingy again again....haahxxx..

"never get the same old feelings back..so dun ever says AGAIN.."

"there's only one and only first time...never will there be a SECOND first time.."

"... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ....................."

Regards Love..

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

~ 07:31 ~

went shopping for bbq stuff...have small chatty with my gal...talk on many thingyx...many

time...we will only think of ourselves...very few we will really give a thoughts for our

partner...really??? are we considered as selfish...or was it just human nature....maybe there is

still a myth to it...we can find out more....??!!....it is really difficult to capture a person

heart...even if are together for many years....if there are still some dislike of this and

that...u have not accepted the person...he/ she is still not yours...or never will be yours..... it is

never easy to accept everythingyx of the person...it takes time....plenty of time....hmm....pple

say love can be as simple as abc....but...why are some people out there suffering from loving and

being love....one can even be hurt when they are loved...so horrible....terrible...dotx..

You said that one day, i might have those courage out of nowhere to do wat i want to do. But, when is that one day? You asked me not to wait. But, you said i can wait; wait and observe. What am i going to do with these advice you gave? You said i experienced once, and am i into it again? You said i can choose to wait. But, do i want to wait? No. Never again will i repeat it. Promised!! Love you, my gal. You're a great one. Always....

Regards Love..

Saturday, July 21, 2007

~ 09:33 ~

working today with those animalx....still as healthy as ever...hahax...i am jus too free to think so many thinky...heex...dotx...

camera....is wat i suddenly thought of....i saw a maid...using the phone's camera to take take her own pictures...all the different angles...hahax...gosh...a maid..doing this in the public...and ALONE!!hahax....jus a comments...okax....

in the past...camera....people will use to take photox that are memorable....take pictures of otherx...the person who own the camera is kool...is sux key...pple think tat they all rich??they hav money???....but this modern urban living....camera are nothing...having a camera is not a trend anymore...it's not anymore for well knowledge or wealthy pple...it's nothing much for shooting others...wat's most impt u caught the right angle of urself....

if a group of pple...not so bad....

if three or four pple...still okax...

if only the one and only person....oh...the best man....

creating all sorts of pose...from top to bottom...back from bottom to top...

left right then right left...then left right again....again and again...

doing an "opps! i did it again".."am i blur?!"..."wat am i doing?"...."it's not me!!"...many many such thingy....real dotxxxxxxx......

even from one to ten..even to twenty....tat day...we created a hundred...kool yax...hahax.

the no. 100....hahax..so dotx...

sometimex, you would even be seeing some sortx of man doing pose like..."hmm...."...."eh..."...."huh?!.."....so so so dotx....i have sample...i mean example..but cannot..copyright..heex....dotx...

having holidayx...at home nothing to do...taking own photox..will sooner later becoming a habi..hahax....so long never take own photo....i took this photo in the toilet....i mean ladies...heex....dotx.....actually ..ladies is real real a great word touse...but to human being...not to cute cute doggie....okax..hahahx...

i tried saying toilet to a person...said ladies to another....the feelingx is real weird actually...will have some sorts of hesitation tat...." i am urgent...pai sei"...but not saying"i want to go toilet"....hahax....

said too much...still have many actually....haahx...next time ba...dotx..watever.....miss yax...some body....any one...anybody...everyone...everybody...haahhx

Regards Love..

Thursday, July 12, 2007

~ 09:01 ~

hope that everyday will like tat....so happi....think pple really change de...and i really change le...i seldom feel sad sad....like that past..easily affected by huai ren...hhaax...now...no worries man...heex...

i can free and ease myself from many many many many troubles and problemx...heex...friday the thirteen..heex...black friday....
back to topic....she said i changed...i do...change to someone that i am more comfort with...heex...

maybe because of moving to a new phase of my life...though busy with many many thingyx...but enoying life lotx....and missing someone...
heex...

dotx...dotxxxx.....hahax...=]=]
hope all will enjoy life...life can be unexpected....look forward...live with wat u have now...enjoy wat u own now.....

the feeling and thoughtx are so real....love...the affection....missing one....which one????!!!yax???!!!hahahx

all the best in life for all....i mis you ALL......=]=]

Regards Love..

Saturday, July 07, 2007

~ 10:12 ~

i truely think tat i have said too much to myself...also to them....wat rubbish am i....really nonsense....sometimes...dun even know wat i am toking....gosh...this moment....i said this...jus within the split seconds...i regreted....

please....give me a clear mind....i am not one that wat u think i might be...i seriously not one like tat....

human life can be jus simple and sweet....but...one can make it a real tough one....why do that to urself....can't u just live as wat u should be....is there anythingy wrong with you???!!!.....insane...nutx...watever....

decided to stop here....but it seems to be a begining....i will regret i know...i really will...but i still said it...sorry....real sorry to myself....i take back....i dun want to stop le...i know wat i am doing...i do....and i will....no regrets...serene's policies....

Regards Love..

Thursday, July 05, 2007

~ 23:48 ~

the short short comunication that we have yesterday...gosh...the few laughters we had....enjoying the moments....i know i do like him..... i really do..

my dear fren...havin problems with her man....i heard somethingyx that do make a little sense to me yesterday...."during the process of dating...regardless having a girlfren or boyfren, the two person will came across the stage whereby finding one another boring. Having nothing to tok to one another. Being reluctant to continue the relationship.but if can pass this stage, you will love one another more than before. the relationship will be more stable" do u think so??!!

to me...once there is crackx in a relationship...the relationship can never be as good as before...to me...it is so decieving to tell myself that we still like before....and i never believe that there will be thingyx that cannot be compromised....once communication is right....nothing can goes wrong...supposingly...isnt it....my belief....if there is one fightx/miscommunicationx....there can be 2, 3, 4, 5 and many many times in the future....

"DUN MAKE EVERY WORD A LIE"

"DUN MAKE YOURSELF A LIAR"

i seriouly think that love can be noble...please treasure love...please please dun make people sees love as a weapon that hurts....treasure the love..treasure relationshipx...regardless of kinship, friendship or relationship....love them....show them you love and care...not jus say...actions speak louder than words....

Regards Love..

Monday, July 02, 2007

~ 06:28 ~

wat's going on with me....i also dun noe leh...guai guai de....hmm.....i think i too scary le....really loh...hahahx...and my wordx really say le bu yong qian...hahax...-_-"...dun noe me wat de wrongx....hahahx....can anyone tel me the definition of "better friend"?!...wat meaning ar???heexheex....he confuse me le...again...wat thinking ar...watever....woohoo...holidayx...soon....kool yax....but later stopover le....hahahx....-_-"...erh.......having bbq.....my bao bei birth.....and my class de.....maybe and with those siao cha bo one......heexxheex....yax..yax....loving all pple...missing all pple....heexheex....=]=]miss yax...and enjoy life....muackx...=]

Regards Love..

~ 06:18 ~