Trapped In LOVE.**

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

~ 05:44 ~

limei...this is the one u want...haahx....
this car hor....on the road cannot drive properly de....always broom broom broom...dotx....watever...

today return the goodx le..hahx..finally ar...heex....that limei go with me...and i drank the anything drink....heng heng not jasmine tea...hahahx...dotx....

today lesson...tml do presentation..dot...though is not formal de lah...watever....heex....i haven even start loh...dotx...hees...that two pigs must have gone movie...never reply loh...dotx....=]

cyax...miss yax....enjoy....=]=]heexheex...

Regards Love..

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

~ 07:36 ~

starex......wat on??!!=]=]heex..

shot....the katkat..the stinky jun...heexheex..

fire..fire..fire.....

play water...-_-"..hahhax...smilex.

this gal....act fierce bu fierce...dotx..hahax..

my mode is actually good today...laugh laugh laugh...smile smile smile....but....that suupliers....haiyo....actually is right de loh..then hor...ask ask ask....i hesitated.....did i or did i not...thought this time die....mr chong saved it...he's real good man...pro...heex..dotx....

i have many confusion now though....still lots to think..acutally can dun think le.but yet they cannot be chased out at all....so dotx loh...that dumb gal come my house say wat...want to revise test ay my house...hahax...come hear..watch tv....eat eat eat...doottx.......loh....watever.....

back to it first...geeting a packet of duck rice???hahhax...make me feel a sense of guilt loh....guilt..u know....so tong ku loh....nei jiu leh...not play play de leh...i every second every minutex also thing of him...my teacher..haix....real deep deep de zui er gan...hai...xx....

wendy...u reading now...then...i have somethingy to tell u.....important hor..listen ar....only for u hor....dun let otherx know.....okax...promise.....okax....."i not like u, idiot"....ddoottx.....oppx...-_-"telling me story yax..okaoaxokax.....=]..

milo freeze is a cursed-by miss lim w.l.....hahhax...should have take milo oreo crunch....the two pigx who take milo freeze..hahax....lao sai...

fren...darlingx men.....honey men....bao bei men....dear men....i niss yax...miss yax...enjoy life and stay kool and good....jiayoujiayoujiayou.....hheexx....ddddddddooooooooooooottttttttttxxxxxxx..

Regards Love..

Monday, June 25, 2007

~ 03:00 ~

today!! heexheex....enjoying..but stomach a lot of the butterfly..dotx...now still very de pain...dotx...tml ica wor....many still stauggling through.....3 little gal still in school chit chatting...dotx man....slack slack in school.....real bo liao...all the gossiper....hahahx...=]=]...dotx.....today lesson so fun....heex...missing my fren...tat little cindy nv come....hmm...look after dog...wth....-_-"...dotx....ar.............want to lao sai man...really want to lao sai.....oppx....hahahx..heex...dotx....watever....-_-"....wonders what doing everyone...heex....missing one another mah??!!ar?!...heexheex....all little galx...miss yax....miss wendy yax....so u read my blog de ar...no need to read lah....everyday see me...can jus ask me...okax...haahx...heex....muackx..miss yax....miss tat jj???that linS???all my clique...hahahx...miss all human leh...so many to miss..start with which one leh...??!!...oppx...heex....enjoy life....miss yax....study study study....=]=]=]

Regards Love..

Thursday, June 21, 2007

~ 06:30 ~

o9oo - 1o3o : having PM lesson....
1o30 - 12oo: slack in school.....
12oo - 1320: lunch at the cheap cheap and nice nice hawker....
1320 - 1400: at south canteen...
14oo - 1408: realised i lost my coinx pouch....
14o8 - 1620: break...go photocopy thingy...
somethingy seems cannot be changed....
somethingy seems to be fixed there....
reluctant.....hesitationx.....
162o - 17oo: back to the CS lesson......
17oo - 1725: slack slack.....talk talk....think think...
think everytingy is jus a smokescreen...
feeling a little bad.....feeling so weird....so sorry...
1725 - 1750: reached sembawang le.....tok to them....
1750 - 1810: walk home....
saw him......
181o - 183o: mgs him....walk in shop n save....never feel so lost before....
183o - 19oo: did all thingy that need to be done.....
19oo - 21oo: know wat really wants....
understand myself.....
get the fact right.....
the right feeling....heexheex...
finally....yesh!!=]
2149: posted this....
miss yax...=]

Regards Love..

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

~ 06:01 ~

today...another day....the pm lesson..hahax....bored.....dotx...heexheex....that dumb yijun....make me speehles....told her AM...she really believed...haiyo....

went to fix that wendy shoe..haiyo...$1.00....cheap loh.....eat beancurd...$0.40/bowl...cheap....drink soya milk..$0.40...cheap....eat lor mee..$2.00.....cheap again....hahahx...=]==]..cheap cheap cheap..wat a cheap day...oppx...dotx.....

went back to that A302A....the feeling is really gone...jus as wat others said...it's different le...it is not our rrom le....haiyo....==]=]=]-_-"......

i misses misses the room....room of laughters.....room of warmth...room of friendship...room of memories....room of love..hahaxx..heex...

the feelings are weird these few dayx....somehow seems reluctant to do somethingy....but jus have to do it....no one force me to do so..but .....dotx....dun noe wat toking me again....

dumb pigs....said dun noe wat i typing alays...." look who toking"...dotx....heexheex...=]=]=]

miis all pple....wat..hahahx.....

tell me how to feel/know/undersatnd that the love is true????u know any way to know??!!!ar...heex.....

trust...respect.....do u have in you....??!!! dumb....dotx...-__-"

missyax...=]

Regards Love..

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

~ 03:41 ~

hmm...sound so weird...hahx.ax.....didnt know wat's going on now....been thinking of many redundant thingyx....dotx....thought the feeling is really an illusion..dotx..erm....it's seem like it is not....

she said that i did the wrong thingy...she says i dun like him de loh...hahax...watever...haiyo....dotx....heeheex...is it a good thingy which that even his fren know the thingys between the two of us...heexheex...gosh..wat toking me man...dotx...dotx......................................................gosh.....hahahxx....

she says she can sees AI MEI in me...oppx...hahahx....=]=]=]oh really....hahxhahxax....

muack muack muack..to all pple hahahx....=]=]

haix...

Regards Love..

Monday, June 18, 2007

~ 07:03 ~

haiyo..haiyo...hahax....today first day of classical....first lesson...so bored...i hate lesson.....opps....cannot cannot hate..must love....still have so many daysx to go....long long way to go man.....haiyo....

cannot find the pool place at grassroots...hahax....=]=]from 13:00 searched till 13:28.....die die dun want to call those woman...i said i wanted to find the way there myself de....heexheex....dotx...man....

my time are precious man...take train for fun ar???!!...hahahx...heexheex...dotx.....

wat's going on now??!!...i also not sure abt the situation now...dotx dotx dotx....

i fell from the chair......within split secx.....gosh...turn the head away...turned back...I'M GONE....dotx man...lucky that armpit gal never see...if not....she will die....laugh till death...dotx...gosh.....the chair sux man...-_-"

real real tired..
having an early night ....twelve???eleven????one ????erh................watever...

miss yax..love yax.....muack muack muack....

"i might not like him...but it's always for yoursel to make a choice....i do it my way...u have it in you way too....i always be with you...always behind u....take care ar....remember...silly gal...dotx......"

Regards Love..

Saturday, June 16, 2007

~ 09:44 ~

kat kat kat....today specially come visit me during my office hous...hahahax....love and miss you all loh...hahahx.....h=jus saw the past year emrs video at youtube....i misses my emrs man...so so so much man....hahahxx.....

now asking someone to send those memories to me...happi happi....i miss miss so much loh...haix....

monday...wanting to have lunch with mr ice man.....but like too fast le...but miss tay says hor....must fast...action...dun drag drag drag.....i supposed is it ba...but will it be weird...wont ba....only wiith those disturbance then weird loh..

tml father's day...happi father's day too al...muackx....

is the first time i like tat...so long since.....when...i also dun remember le....hahax...dotx....tomorrow...another new day...new life ahead...hahx...missing all pple..love love love....heexheex....

Regards Love..

Friday, June 15, 2007

~ 08:17 ~

thingx jus happened so sudden loh...only one week...everythingy change....you noe...??!!...hhaahahaxxxx....dumb loh...hahaxxx....

so many loh....i know a good man..hahaaxx...so nice..so kool...in somehow or rather sense....understooded de mah????hahahaxx....thingyx are going well lah...i enjoying life...u???hahahxx?????hahahx......

today.....15th June 2007....05:42PM.....officially out of emrs...events managements and road show...hahax....my attachments....love all pal there....you...you...you...you...and you all.....hahahx...so many man....we going classical le.....wooohoo.....

today went to school real early to sit at the stairs...so much memories in the room....happi....unhappi....lovely....sweet...hahahxxx...dots.....

today...playing many games..hahahxx....hit foot.....i was rape by many many galx....actually only 4 lah...but 4 a lot le loh....dumb....hahahxx...loving them jus so much..i not trying to be les...but i really love you galx man....guys too...oppx...hahax....

that thingy is not an illusion or watever...it is real....the feel ...hahahax....dotx.....

true or dare.....then change to dare or double dare....dare = do two times....wat the diff man...real dumb....i did nothing much though...hmm.....him..hahahx...hua chi loh....

jus went eateat shopshop with that dumb sj....hahahx....she says i am xing fu loh....wahahahaxhhax....of course i am......hahhax...always de loh....=p......loving....see these pic ....my room....my galx...and etc...hahahxx....heexheex....

of course cannot left my pretty pretty face out...hahahxx....

love love love....muackx.......hahahx...

Regards Love..

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

~ 08:25 ~

i never ever imagine that somethingy like that will happen....haix....i never want to put it up here either....i cannot make myself do somethiny like tat...i jus cant be one...like that....=[...the urge....

confession??!!hahaxxhax...seems to be so easy..but...i cant jus do it like that....my mind is not set....the length of time???? ....i wouldn't dare to make myself face the consequences that may or might happen if i....how can he be so cruel to me....leaving me with so much hesitations....can always say that i am the one who think that much...i jus couldnt help it....it is jus so ridiculous....

i am onto someone....someone that i get to see everyday....it is jus the....i didnt want to say good byi....i jus dun want to.....you are overwrote...whether if it's temporary or permanent....gosh....dun like you lah....stupid man....still wondering how much of u is still within me....i really wonders.....

that someone...---some said to be illusory...it is false....unreal....hallucinatory....wat's these thingyx...can't it jus be real...at leats a little real.. will do....

i actually said to them about this....it jus sound do real....but why....haiyo....the feel....understandable??...a good man?!...one who caught my eyes?!...caught me?!...take up some space jus inside me?!...understand....

Regards Love..

Friday, June 08, 2007

~ 08:32 ~

wahahaahxx...so fun man...today.....laugh til siao loh..hahahaaxxxx.ahahaxx....the last day of my events..also the last day of the last events i have.....=]=]....love my group mamber lotx...man.....and laos....love my booth mate....they all so kool...so good...great people loh......love love love..hahahxx....

after the events.....in a room...three pigx come and touch my breastx....dumb....my high speech screamx scared them off..hahax....all day long.....touch touch touch......oppx...hahhax......me...real real...hahax....very fun loh...will miss all of them.....

the new man...so kool....stupid limwenli.....way ckp.....u want die ar......my booth have a man...a kool man....he is....hahaxxhax..."mi mi...cannot tell....hahahx.....hao hao nan ren...ar....i not ti koh loh.....it is natural lah...hahahx.....got many picx....next time then show...hahax....=]=]so fun.....

think to say to my booth matex...:-

" you might not have read wat i type here...but it's all for you....truely from the heart...though this was the first and the last time we worked together...i real enjoy it...ouln't really express myself....the real feeling as a team though some of us only known jus for 1/2 dayx....love you all man....the strength we have...our supports within the heartx....so nice so real....i never will forget any of you....especially...the one and only man of the booth...hahahx....ckp again.....i am not.....-_-"...hahax....appreciate man..love yax..mis yax..and enjoy life..."

Regards Love..

Thursday, June 07, 2007

~ 06:14 ~

look at this dumbwoman....here birthday leh....hahxhax=]

me and the kat...pple presenting..we taking photox...=]=]..dotx...

act innocent loh....this woman again....haiyox...-_-" dotxxx..

haxhaxhax...only one more day for the event.....heex....enjoying myself man....one more week in emrs...miss all man.....my team...other teamx.....love yax...hahax...=]....real tired actually...

today got know of many thingyx....haix...life is so.....tough...yet intresting...someho and rather lah....missing my friendx lotx.....

that man...him...the only him loh....shit him man...wat the hell.....dumb loh....si ah beng.....-_-"...

i selling many thingyx now...having my prsonal selling...asking my frenx to buy...but good loh...dun want oso didnt say...us dun reply....dumb....Mr. Tan....you....pig man....-_-"...i also selling the slippers...i think not so bad loh..the design....dumb man..think cannot........haix...oppx...dotx...-_-"...

hope to break my target....60 pairs....but actually i want to sell more more loh.....but hor....under some circumtances..you understand de.....=]=]

look at this pic...hahax...so koool...and...having laughters and fun....haxhaxhax....

haxhahahaxxx..big wor...

is big de loh....so fun...=]

i will miss you all man....

i told another person abt him ....oppx...hhaaax..but she is a good one loh....the 70% ...hahaxx..=]=]show her pic next time...hahax...=]=]

enjoy life....miss yax...

muackx muackx...

Regards Love..

Friday, June 01, 2007

~ 07:38 ~

i thought XXX XXX and me....today i like a bit attitude...not so polite to pple....but...those i hack care loh....they are.....XXX are......haiyo.....-_-".....=]=]today everyone see me...ask me...."Aaa...serene...u cut hair ar..."-__"...dotxx.....then my hair drop arh....oppx.....haxhax...=]=]my new short hair...actually not this short loh...i point at the shoulder length....the first cut ....i noe...die...then so short....haix...but...make the hair cut worthwhile..okax loh....cut short loh....=]=]...

hahaxx...my deardearfren sick...may dhe get well soon....love yax...=]=]...these fews dayx..some kept on saying i like lesbian....siao...dumb...wat the hell-_-"...i like "man" loh...please loh....u all know wat...dumb....-__"haahaxx....dotxxx...man........u know right???hahaxx..gal cannot hold gal handx ar...

hahax....about six to seven hours ago...i kissed.....that gal...kat...-_-"...mouth to mouth wor....haxhax....sujeng sayx:-eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.....hahax...dotx....today....i saw....hahax....i couldnt tok...dunnoe wat to say man....my handx turn cold...gosh.....trembling man.....gosh...hahax....dunnoe is XXXXX or XXXX hahahxxx.....=]=]

Regards Love..

~ 07:21 ~

haxhax...look at all this photox....oh my gosh...this gal....she is wendy....taking photox....with my phone...told she lovex me lotx.....oppx....see....hua chi man...dun blame me ar...gal...love u lotx...tooooooooooooooooo...virus????or not????-__"

Regards Love..